It seems since I have been having some trials and tribulation in relationship that I would be experiencing some messed up dreams.
07/21/2013: 3:00-5:00 am Sunday
I became a target. I am not sure by whom. It seemed like a government - some agency. I was to be eliminated from this world. Myself and a few other women. They were all Asian. I am assuming that I was also Asian. I could not be certain that I was myself in the dream. The viewpoint was omnipotent to start; I could see all the individuals targeted and what they were doing. Once the women discovered they were targets, they began to change their appearance for a chance of surviving longer. I could see them: one was shopping for new clothes and another was changing their hair style and color at a salon. I seemed to be in the sky somewhere; flying. As I moved forward in the sky, I came across some platform in the sky. It was just hovering in the air. There was an airship very much like a plane, if not a plane itself. A mechanic was on board. While I was moving forward in the sky, it was as though I was targeting this man. A voice spoke to him, almost taunting him. He was going to get killed. From that perspective, I kept switching from the sky to being on the platform. The voice was menacing saying something like "You thought you could run away, you thought you could hide? The price you will pay, is death." And the platform started to fall apart. I was no longer in the sky but the man falling down from the platform. It was frightening. I was trying to calculate how long I had until I fell to my death. I was also able to move my mind to see where I would be falling and I was above some water; a lake or ocean couldn't be defined but I knew it was a large body of water. As I fell, I curled into fetal position and I watched myself from some other viewpoint falling. I wasn't even myself, perhaps, I was the man. It was not distinguishable. I was able to change the gravity somehow and making my land in the water non-lethal but the velocity of the fall was fast enough for me to dive deep. I wake up in some sort of cave under the water, It's blue. I am now myself and I am aware that my sisters are with my in presence. There is this white man, thin reminded me of Golam that lived in the caves. He didn't look scary like Golam but was thin. He spoke and the conversation seemed not to happen but understood that he landed in there years ago. He was in hiding from whatever force was eliminating people from the world. He began to show us tunnels and where they lead and we crawled through small spaces. I never saw my sisters but I knew they were with me. I just followed the man. Then the dream started to shift and the tunnel lead to some Hall. There was a short snippet about a King named King Malodrous (lol, could it be malodorous but it wasn't pronounced the same)or something like that. It didn't fit in the dream much but it happened. The dream continued to shift. I was now in a vehicle with the skinny man and he was in the back seat of the car. He was making orders. He was upset. I wasn't sure what he was upset about. He was uspet with me, something I did. He kept bickering and I felt sad. We were running away from something. Or were were being chased. The vehicle shifted and two new people appeared in the dream. Two old folks. Very old folks. They were inside black body bags. The old woman gets out of hers and sits on a bump in the back of the now extended vehicle. I don't know if I was telling them this live or I was just speaking in my mind but I was very concerned that we would get caught and that our escape depended on them pretending to be dead. We were quickly pulled over. The old lady sat there. It was almost as if they were already just ghosts. Very pale. Very old. They never spoke, that I recall. When this petite cop with short hair opened the back of the vehicle an unzipped the bag, the old man lay there in a puddle of fluids and it swished and his mouth gasped open. It was a bit frightening. Upon seeing this, the lady cop shouted "It's them!" So, we took off. I have no clue who was driving. The skinny man in the back bickered at me exclaiming it was my fault and then it was at that moment that I realized that man was a representation of my ex-husband. I felt even more saddened but we were trying to get away from these people chasing us. I thought if we drove into a school area crowded with children that this would shorten the chase but they were willing to shoot and kill anyone in the way. There were explosions and just horror. Something shifted and the next thing I know, I am being told "You didn't know, you didn't know did you?" And that I could find out what was really going on if I just walked into the Home Depot manager's office and he would tell me everything. I walked into the office and some man sat at a desk filled stuff and he was moving his hands like a magician. I walked in and asked, "So, what's going on? And he asks me to look at the computer monitor and I see that everything I had just experienced was a simulation. Nothing had been real.
07/22/2013 4:00-7:00 am Monday
I dreamt that Juan had been sleeping with my twin sister. I was very upset.